I got myself admission in a Tier-3 college. Luckily the course was B.Tech in Computer Science. Programming came back in life. And with better literature. Naturally, C++ was not complicated for me. I finally realized that I can make games and applications with programming. I got to learn BGI graphics, went through the Turbo C++ documentation. Simulated a traffic light system, and data structure operations like push and pop in a stack, and simple management systems. I was still not good in exams though. I used to barely pass the exams. But I spend most of time programming stuff for fun.
From the memoir I am writing, one chapter at a time.